i’ll be soon going home.. and i can’t wait.. however somethings and somebody is pulling me back. Mixed emotions is what i’m feeling right now.. anxious because of the last requirements for the semester: exams, practicals, and papers. Scared of the incoming results of my performance this semester. Depressed for wanting to enjoy the semester more but few days are actually left for it. And excited to see my lil sister graduate in her elementary level.

I’m really not ready to go forward but time says so. But i also don’t want to stop time since  i’m also looking forward to other things (NOT the exams, etc). I don’t like the thought of turning back time since this makes Life interesting.I want to skip time: fast forward passing by the times of pressure and frustration. But then i realized the feeling of reaching the finish line wouldn’t be THAT fulfilling.

Anyway.. this situation is really inevident and writing about it just releases my stress.. so let me do so… The decisions made, makes the best of everybody. It’s all about choices. So now, I’ll just keep moving forward, no regrets, and keep up with the forever challenge of mine:Of how to Live my Life right (‘right’ in my perspective.. )

This is a very cluttered entry. so i better stop and study..

P.S. I enjoyed reading anonymous filipino blogs..

If you’re not sure where you stand in someone’s life, it’s best to leave things behind so that if they drop you off, it will be easier to forget them. Don’t waste time waiting for nothing, when efforts are not recognized, its best to just give things up, you’ve done your part, let them do theirs.