christmas is here… honestly i don’t know what to write.. i’m just happy with how things are going for me and for the one’s i love.. my family, alvin, pxii’s, roommates, orgmates, eee-mates… everybody..  as long as they are strong, it goes the same with me.. they make me who i am now.. alive…

i received gifts this christmas but what really matters to me is i see them happy with my presence…

i have known tons of people but i held my head up high to only a few.. those people showed me the best thing in life which is to spread the good and inspire them… i want to do the same… the feeling of doing so would be fulfilling.. this is my lifelong wish.. this may be my purpose..

As i helped my mother bake leche flan  i wonder how would i deal christmas with my very own family? ahah… i’m excited just thinking about it.. I’m excited to show love.. no matter how hard it is to bake.. as long as there is heart it will definitely taste good…

that’s for the future.. but as of now.. i just have to show my love to my family in a different manner than cooking.. that is, study harder… make them proud.. make them feel that it’s for them.. a BIG INVISIBLE THANK YOU… having your parents attending graduation would be the best gift of all for them isn’t it? the look in their faces at that moment would be worth the whole 5 years of perspiration..

Lastly, alvin.. we’ve been there for each other for a long time and his presence made me a whole lot stronger.. i believe on myself more because of him.. and i definitely believe that there’s a big future ahead of us.. he is someone special i hold on to and think about every night.. I will take care of him and love him.. ^_^

 i wish i could find more ways to show my love for him..  words just can’t express what’s inside of me..

with him, i feel warmth and happiness .. i wish.. i wish.. i wish.. i could do the same for him..