yesterday was the celebration of my pxii friend, stephanie therese leigh cordero also known to be pheigh. She was the bunso of our barkada which made it extra special to see her celebrate her 18th birthday.. there were tons of surprises and i’m glad to have been part of the surprise even if i didn’t put too much effort on it compared to the others..sorry!!!
But still, being part of someone that somehow changed her life in even the smallest/simplest way possible makes me feel happy to see that i am a use in this world after all… And I hope i would be remembered not just as the friend who wears anything wearable without fashion consent, or the friend that lets her cheat on an exam, but the friend that believed in her that somehow inspired her to push through in her journey confidently..
Although i was deprived from sleep that night, inhaled a hell lot of smoke, and wore an oh so skinny sleeveless shirt just to be welcomed as “maporma”, It was all for pheigh and for the group.. and i enjoyed it anyway..
i didn’t even finish one bottle of beer nor took a single puff of cigarette! hurray!
i’m a loser!but i like myself this way..
”"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.”"